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[Jul. 22nd, 2004|09:54 am] |
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WOW!!..Long time huh...well lets see ..Since my last entry I have made up with my sister..err I think. She is so difficult to understand I mean ! GOSH! LoL like she said its cool And the whole reason she is mad at me is because I think I am pretier than her and I was like dude we are sisters..So does it really matter what we look like. If u had one arm and half a leg i would still be there for u..No doubt!...So yeah Its cool I hope..ErRrRr! So me and Paul are GrrRRrrEAt! And Jason and I are close again...about time. I have been spending alot of time with Jason..WHAT!?..Yup yup! hes muh BESTEST friend in the world MuAh JaSOnNn!!
Other than that life is good!
<3 StEpHy |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2004|09:54 am] |
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WOW!!..Long time huh...well lets see ..Since my last entry I have made up with my sister..err I think. She is so difficult to understand I mean ! GOSH! LoL like she said its cool And the whole reason she is mad at me is because I think I am prettier than her and I was like dude we are sisters..So does it really matter what we look like. If u had one arm and half a leg i would still be there for u..No doubt!...So yeah Its cool I hope..ErRrRr! So me and Paul are GrrRRrrEAt! And Jason and I are close again...about time. I have been spending alot of time with Jason..WHAT!?..Yup yup! hes muh BESTEST friend in the world MuAh JaSOnNn!!
Other than that life is good!
<3 StEpHy |
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[Jul. 9th, 2004|07:45 pm] |
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Hey well....My life has been going way better..Atleast I think it is. Im not sick any more thank GOD!..But Paul has the flu..:( pooow baby! But we have been getting along good and I get to see him tomorrow. My sister and I arent talking but im not sinking low to her level and letting it get to me anymore!..Bethanys Walking like 4 steps at a time YAY!! LoL shes getting so big... I had a nervous breakdown today because she was being a BRAT!.OMG my grandmas dog got put to sleep
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He has tumors all over his livers..I loved that little fella and I miss him so much!
But other than nothing ..lol...lifes the same!
IM just been off in my own little world!
TINAS COMMING OUT IN 26 days WOOOOHOO..LoL so I have to figure out where we are gonna stay and all that stuff
but thats all for now!
Adios
StephY |
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| GuYz!?..WHY DO WE LOVE UM! |
[Jul. 2nd, 2004|08:05 pm] |
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Yup....BLEEPED up day !?...Goodness..OKAY..So Im sick YuCK!..and PLUS Paul should have came to see me...but, Hes too busy..HAHA...I mean if u wanna marry someone shouldnt u wanna spend time with them , or am I miss understanding this Love shit!?...LOL SoOoO this day sucked..tomarrow will suck and the rest of my life will SUCK!!!..SO predictable...Am I that bad?..Paul come on I love your ass to death and u should know that I would love to do boring guy things with u IF thats what it takes to see u!? Nawh its cool...I know that he loves me and hes allowed to have his time..I just miss him!..BADLY!!
Stephanie |
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[Jul. 1st, 2004|08:45 am] |
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Today is starting out soooo great..I mean Bethany slept good..and U get to see Paul tomorrow morning...So Im just in a GrEat mood!!!!! Tommarow we have to take Bethany to the doctors (we= Me & Paul!) But yeah, shes like always rubbing her ears and I think she might have a lil ear infection..probably from swimming or something!..HAHA April hasn't called me thank God...I mean what kind of friend was she..I told her like ALL of my secrets and stuff and she just BLABS !...whatever, ....I mean GOSH!....what kind of world is this !?........I will write more tonight if anything happens!
Love the one n only!!,
StEpHy!
**TiNa...NEXT MONTH!?..YAY I hope... I mean I have $600 dollars in saving so just let me know~~ |
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| Friends!?...Or enemies!? |
[Jun. 30th, 2004|02:27 pm] |
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Ok..So April ( who has been a my best friend for 5 yrs) Is a trator..NOT ONLY did she get me to break up with Paul (not the paul Im w/now) But shes now w/ him. I was like its cool U know I dont wanna fight about it. She calls today and shes like OMG I had sex w/ Paul all night, and why do I care?...Not only did she break us up..But now shes like giving up MY FRIENDSHIP for a guy SHE didnt want me with..I mean Shit.Is that a friend?..I mean come on..I always thought I could trust her but all along she playing mind games...Damn that really should make ALL of us think...YOUR BEST FRIEND CAN BE THE PERFECT ENEMY...THEY KNOW YOUR WEAK SPOTS...THEY ARENT HAPPY FOR U..THEY ARE HAPPY FOR THEMSELVES..
and if youre reading this April....Thanks for showing me how I can get so close to someone just to find out they are BACKSTABBERS!..Hope U and Paul have a HaPPY LiFE!!..Oh and when he breaks ur heart LMAO I wont be there
PeAcEz
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[Jun. 29th, 2004|06:08 pm] |
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Ok..So my day wasnt that bad I just didnt know what to put for a subject hah...Talked to Paul today and OMFG hes so back to My Paul!!! I was so happy..plus I get to spend 5!!! 5 days with him!! YAY...He said we need it and I think we do...gosh, this love stuff is AWSOME!!..Bethanys been a real BRAT!..I think shes teething some more! Oh YAY she also took like one step today WOOOHOOO....Im gonna really have to chase her when she learns to walk !!
WeLL Nadda whole lot happend so thats about all to type....
Much Love
StephY |
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[Jun. 28th, 2004|10:13 am] |
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Ok...Tina said this Journal is better and so far ..I think shes right!!! AnYwHo!!!!..Today is Pauls court date. He gets off probabtion...(Hes ben on for 2 yrs...for something..but lets not get in to it lol!)..HmMpH he's very nervous and when I talked to him today it like all made sence!!..He's been acting like really strange bcuz hes nervous..I mean he will hopefully go back to the Same ole Paul I fell for as soon as this crap is over (UgH*I hopE!!!!) But I shall update this as soon as I talk to him!!!!!!!! THANKX for all the advice TiNa!! MUaHHH LuV yA!!
Ok!...Its now 6:04(pm) and I havent heard a word from Paul so like IM MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( Why hasn't he called?...This makes me think that he is like having secong thoughts or something?...I mean come on what am I sopposed to think!?..My Grandma is like" Oh maybe he this maybe he that" but I mean come on...Hes a guy..don't they always have excuses?....My god!!!!!!!!!!
Ok so if he don't call me tonight..IM GONNA FREAK!! ( lol, like I'm not freaked out already!)
And the funny thing is I keep saying "Oh, I'm gonna wait for him to call me..."I CALL him like every 10 mins !! And what happens?...Your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice mail box. BlAhHH!!**
Yes, I left one message..and..NO he hasn't called SO TO HELL with the VOICEMAIL RECORDING!!!!!!!! Ugh!*
YAY!!!!!*** Talked to him! Hes just tierd!!!..I hope everything turns out good..I mean I ACTUALLY PRAYED..I never pray!..But I kinda really wanna keep Paul !...I love him...And I thank god for sending him to me!
Paulz n minez song (3 doors down here with out you)
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that i saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And i dont think i can look at this the same
And all the miles that separate
its so clear now when I'm dreamin of ur face
Im here without u baby
But your still on my lonely mind
i think about u baby
and i dream about u all the time
Im here without you baby
but u're still with me in my dreams
And tonite, its only u& me..
the miles just keep rolling
as the people even wait to say hello
I heard this life is over-rated
but i hope that it gets betteras we go
Im here without you baby
But your still on my lonely mind
i think about u baby
& i dream about u all the time
Im here you without baby
but ur'e still with me in my dreams
& tonite girl, its only u & me...
Everything i know,
and everywhere i go
it gets harder when u've take away my love
and when the last one falls
and when its all said & done
it gets harder when u take...
away...
my love...
ooooooOOOOOOOOooooooo
Im here without u baby
But your still on my lonely mind
i think about u baby
& i dream about u all the time
Im here without u baby
but u' re still with me in my dreams
& tonite girl, its only u & me...
We were driving in the car and he said..This is my song too u!!! cuTe!!!!!!!!!!! |
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